Paralyzed by love

Tonight is one of those night?!
I'm in pain
All I know is
I want him back
Soo bad
I know I can't have him back

It's been 4 years since you
Lay silent

And with each day,
It's a new struggle

I really wish you were
Still here
Things would be different
Either better
Or worse
Either way
I would have you here
It would matter

But you lie still

No matter how hard
I pray
Or cry
You lie there
Breathless
Everyday
Is a new struggle

I vowed to move
Never to lie still
Till my time comes

I have faith
We will meet

Till then...
I will forever bid you farewell